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As some of you know I had a bit of a meltdown last week. Just lots of real life stuff that had piled up and suddenly felt overwhelming. I was feeling a bit worthless and that everything was pretty much pointless and I deleted my LJ to give me some space, and with the thought that no one would even notice. I was wrong, especially about that last part. When I finally came to check my email today I had messages and emails from so many people, including those who'd messaged me on other sites.

So now I feel loved and valued and also rather ashamed and embarrassed about the whole thing. But I suppose we all have our weak moments. I don't usually take off like that but taking some time to get my head together without any distractions was really beneficial.

Let's just say I love you all, and I'm sorry if I made you worry.

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Normal blogging will resume shortly :D

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hrhrionastar.livejournal.com

I'm so glad you're back! I didn't get my act together fast enough to email you yesterday, but I missed you.

And I'm glad you're feeling better for the space, too. I know LJ can seem intense sometimes.

I love you, sweetie! *hugs*

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meridian_rose

Thank you :D

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