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Challenge #4 IceBreaker Challenge! Tell us about yourself.
To begin, I'm going to borrow [personal profile] tellshannon815's idea of posting the image made for a [community profile] lands_of_magic challenge on the same theme:


Me with my nephews, pub lunch (that particular one is fish with red wine :D), and lots of photos of animals some past and current pets and animals I like. A pile of books because I used to read a lot and still dabble in books, ebooks, and read fanfic, and a sunflower because it is one of my fave flowers.
That challenge was to describe yourself in on-fannish terms but I'll add to that here. I'm multifannish and mostly involved in TV fandoms but sometimes I surprise myself by getting into a movie fandom and when that happens it hits pretty hard. I read, write, make icons and sometimes famixes and less often currently fanvids. Writer is a key part of who I feel I am.

more personal stuff under the cut )

Lent

Mar. 17th, 2023 10:29 am
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On the first day of Lent I saw a twitter poll that asked "Do you think your mental health would improve if you gave up Twitter for Lent?" Answers Yes/No/Maybe. I picked maybe and thought, ok, let's give it a go.
This is part of the reason I'm around DW more.
Also more Youtube. I am Alfred in the Lego Batman: Family Matters, who watches a video on selling the company and then one about getting jars open and so on, even one on how to claim for tire theft on home insurance. There is a video for everything, as the villain also watches one on how to set up dummy corporations.

I'm not even using the loophole of Sundays because I'd fall back into the habit of checking Twitter too easily. I did not know until very recently that Lent is 40 days but the Lent period 47 but Sundays don't count.
I was also amazed when watching The Exorcist (TV) for first time when Marcus asked when the Mother Superior's daily hour off from her vow of silence was. There are loopholes which surprises me and makes me think better of faith when it acknowledges our essential flawed humanity.
On the other hand Evil (TV), "S is for Silence" had a monastery with a strict vow of silence lest any spoken word free the demon the monastery exists to contain, an interesting but not unique take on silence in horror fiction.

Twitter is the only place I've found people willing to question government narratives, who early on spoke against the Left becoming authoritarian and hypocritical about bodily autonomy, but it has always been rather hard-Left middle-class and does not reflect the majority of people's lived realties, experiences, and values. While it can be useful or entertaining, it can be an easy to use distraction.
Too easy, too time consuming. As such it's probably good to take some time away. Write more. Read more. Dabble at Dreamwidth more. And yes, watch videos of recipes and crafts I'll probably never make (though my crafting exploits continue, fodder for a post in the future perhaps).

And...I was going to put a poll up for who is doing Lent in some form but polls are paid only now? Okay.
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I...am still here, in the world. I am changed, however. I feel every part of my life including my belief system and things I trusted has been turned upside down. I'm not ready to talk about that in more detail but I will say that I can no longer be truly on the Left - this tweet resonates with me - though I cannot be truly 'far Right' either. More Libertarian perhaps. Politically homeless. I don't want to write, right now, about any of these things but maybe one day.
I have participated, barely in Yuletide 2020, and spent months unable to write a word beyond journal entries of anger and pain. I did finally write a fanfic, and then a bit more and completed Yuletide 2021. A few more fanfics, enough to post some towards 100_fandoms. And recently Yuletide 2022, which I might write more about at some point. I've read some fanfic, but my fandom interaction has declined. I'm more on the sidelines right now.
I did the GYWO habit days after skipping 2021, and found it a welcome change from wordcount (though I was able to track both).
I also haven't posted any original fic since mid 2020. I did somehow manage to complete NaNoWriMo this year, though the 'novel' is unfinished and to my mind a mess that would/will take massive amounts of editing.
Meanwhile I might participate in some of the Snowflake Challenges due to start 1st January. I miss parts of fandom and community, but it has become a double edged sword the last 5 years.
So I'm not back, fully, and unfortunately, probably never will be. I have no idea how many of you are still here, still blogging. But I'm around, and writing sometimes, and posting at AO3 on occasion, and trying out other crafts, and loving spending time with my family including my nephews, and my sister's pets, and smiling at strangers - especially dog walkers who are on the whole the most friendly people you meet out walking and who are likely to greet you.
Best wishes for 2023.

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