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meridian_roseAs some of you know I had a bit of a meltdown last week. Just lots of real life stuff that had piled up and suddenly felt overwhelming. I was feeling a bit worthless and that everything was pretty much pointless and I deleted my LJ to give me some space, and with the thought that no one would even notice. I was wrong, especially about that last part. When I finally came to check my email today I had messages and emails from so many people, including those who'd messaged me on other sites.
So now I feel loved and valued and also rather ashamed and embarrassed about the whole thing. But I suppose we all have our weak moments. I don't usually take off like that but taking some time to get my head together without any distractions was really beneficial.
Let's just say I love you all, and I'm sorry if I made you worry.
Normal blogging will resume shortly :D
So now I feel loved and valued and also rather ashamed and embarrassed about the whole thing. But I suppose we all have our weak moments. I don't usually take off like that but taking some time to get my head together without any distractions was really beneficial.
Let's just say I love you all, and I'm sorry if I made you worry.
Normal blogging will resume shortly :D
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Date: 2012-10-09 10:53 am (UTC)*BIG HUGS*
We're always there for you sweetie!
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Date: 2012-10-10 08:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-09 10:54 am (UTC)*HUGS VERY VERY TIGHT*
I love you so much!!!
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Date: 2012-10-10 08:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-09 11:06 am (UTC)*tackle hugs* ♥
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Date: 2012-10-10 08:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-09 12:05 pm (UTC)If you ever need to talk, I'm always here.
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Date: 2012-10-09 12:35 pm (UTC)don't feel ashamed. sometimes, you just need a little space.
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Date: 2012-10-09 01:24 pm (UTC)I'm glad to see you back, though I'd totally understand if you didn't feel like coming back. I guess I mean. I'd miss you, but I don't want to be all pressuring you to stay on LJ. -> Not sure what I'm trying to say here.
If you ever want to talk or anything, feel free to email me. I mean you've listened to me whine all over the place who knows how many times. ♥
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Date: 2012-10-09 03:41 pm (UTC)And I'm glad you're feeling better for the space, too. I know LJ can seem intense sometimes.
I love you, sweetie! *hugs*
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Date: 2012-10-09 05:25 pm (UTC)I was quite shocked to see your account deleted and I was panicking because I had no idea how to get in touch!
I'm also glad you're feeling a lot better now. :)
*hugs*
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