meridian_rose

I stayed off tumblr last week, spent time on twitter and tweeted about the log off protest. I went back today and queued a few things at the main and the writeblr. I've not been on DW that much either, caught up with circle once early on in the week.

I'll be away next week so I scheduled #writingwednesday for next week at the writing blogs.
The logistics of the being away are giving me anxiety though it should be fun eventually. IDK.

I found an outline/notes for a fic and managed to write it a couple of weeks back, edited and posted. I only posted because I'll miss Valentine's Day otherwise. Definitely not my best work. I can confirm that 1) if I had not made the notes I would not have been able to write the fic almost an entire year later but also 2) it never feels like good work when I write from an extensive outline. Writer problems.

I've written little. I wrote over 700 words to add to a WiP fic and decided I hate them all so...
I've been here before, the utter anxiety that overwhelms when I try to write anything or think about posting. I just have to ride it out.

(I did manage to write an accompanying haiku to the existing one I found for next Wednesday so even 13 words is something?)

I haven't even checked email for over a week aside from web work email. I'll try and check out therealljidol in case there's voting soon, I'm utterly confused about the schedule.

So I'm a ~~hot~~ mess right now, but maybe when I get back in a week's time things will be better.

Have a great weekend and next week everyone!