Creativity and Conflict
Sep. 6th, 2011 10:40 amI've been posting snippets of original fiction but until yesterday I hadn't been able to write any fanfic for months - ideas were there, but they refused to be typed out.
Sunday was an okay day until the evening when there was some [minor, though it didn't feel like it at the time] family drama which led to me feeling very upset and going to bed early. I actually slept quite well and woke up feeling pretty good.
First thing Monday morning I checked my email and found the hiatus challenge card for angst-bingo. I pondered all the possible options, and suddenly decided I could work 'electrocution' and 'emails/letters' into the fantasy setting that 'dungeons' suggested, and squeeze in 'unfaithful' without too many problems. I wrote the initial draft in about an hour, edited it, asked for - and got - a beta. The fic was posted, and cross-posted everywhere I could think of.
I was so thrilled by this I signed up for one, and am contemplating signing up another, big bang fest. But part of me wonders if my creativity is linked to conflict, and what that means for me long-term. Some of my most intense fic, original and fannish, has been written or conceived of, during dark times. Some of my favourite works however, have been written during more happier times. It's not something I need all the time, obviously.
So, creative people: your moods and emotions, personal circumstances, dramas or joys; how, if at all, do they affect your creative output?
Sunday was an okay day until the evening when there was some [minor, though it didn't feel like it at the time] family drama which led to me feeling very upset and going to bed early. I actually slept quite well and woke up feeling pretty good.
First thing Monday morning I checked my email and found the hiatus challenge card for angst-bingo. I pondered all the possible options, and suddenly decided I could work 'electrocution' and 'emails/letters' into the fantasy setting that 'dungeons' suggested, and squeeze in 'unfaithful' without too many problems. I wrote the initial draft in about an hour, edited it, asked for - and got - a beta. The fic was posted, and cross-posted everywhere I could think of.
I was so thrilled by this I signed up for one, and am contemplating signing up another, big bang fest. But part of me wonders if my creativity is linked to conflict, and what that means for me long-term. Some of my most intense fic, original and fannish, has been written or conceived of, during dark times. Some of my favourite works however, have been written during more happier times. It's not something I need all the time, obviously.
So, creative people: your moods and emotions, personal circumstances, dramas or joys; how, if at all, do they affect your creative output?